Predicament

Can I help if I, myself, am helpless? 

This is truely when the spirit is willing, the flesh is weak. 

Mouse

Woohooo... Finally get myself a mouse after my old mouse "committed suicide" from time to time.. He is still okay but not so agile anymore.. I like this mouse... He can move on glassy and smooth surface... But he has no light, this is the thing I'm puzzled.. Don't know what he uses to detect movement. 

One thing funny is when I told my mom I wanna get a mouse in dialect... My sister also said she wanna get one.. She thought I wanna get a hamster...

Okay... I know I'm lame... Forgive me :)

Comes to a Pause

Everything comes to a pause right now... Finished UTAR exams and also the external exam...

Entered the room with confidence, came out half-deadly... Quite a number claimed that it was tough... Just hope for a borderline pass... God... bless me please....

Went to Sunway after the exam to take CDs from cousin... But I was too careless and had a big fall right in front the main entrance of Sunway Pyramid.... @@

Bought a swimsuit to plan to wind myself down at Sunway Langoon... That time it was already 4pm... Didn't expect the theme park closes at 6pm... Decided to come next time..

It was certainly not my day!!!

Just randomly texted Shane to see if he was free to meet up... Coincidentally, he was at Sunway Pyramid too... Had a bloody 2.5 hours chit-chat with Shane and his friends.... Nice to know more friends.. They are nice....

Now hoping desperately to pass the external exam... and plannning what books to bring back to study during the semester break.... It's time to upgrade myself!!!

It's time to have a great turn to the Lord too... Oh Lord... I only have morning revival, but nothing else.... Time to pursue earnestly...

Oh... Lord... Be my way...

Sojourner?

@@ Cannot imagine I'm once again moving.. This is the third time after SS2, and Section 17 one...

Here I come, University Tower!!! 

Overcome the Loss of the First Love?

Is this good or bad? 

I read this week morning revival messages one shot just now before the meeting. @@

I was very exposed when I came to Day 4 message where it talked about the overcoming of the loss of the first love. 

I was really struggling especially when I read the related two verses:

John 14:23 Jesus answered and said to him, If anyone loves Me,

he will keep my Word, and My Father will love him, 

and We will come to him and make an abode with him.

Revelation 2:4 But I have one thing against you,

that you have left your first love.  

I took exam as an excuse of not reading the Word of God. But the messages this week really really exposed me, where I'm enlightened that we need to be washed through the water in the word. All our spots (something out of the natural life) and wrinkles (signs of oldness) need to be washed away metabolically by the living water. The more we come to the Word, the more we are nourished. Hmm... No wonder I felt so dry... 

And just now, before the meeting, I just wrote a new record on the game I've been "practising" on for the past few days. It was a game I played few years ago, but couldn't have any breakthrough, but today I made it @@ I was really excited and felt a sense of archievment, *shame on me* I really need to repent and turn to the Lord. Lord, please save me. The only thing that Lord against us is that we have left our first love. The Lord loves us unceasingly, but we always forget him and replace him with other passions. Another verse that also enlightened me a lot, is Roman 8:37, But in all things we more than conquer through Him who loved us. We will conquer everything, even tribulation through the Lord, but often, I just like to depend on myself. I don't like to be weak, it makes me so inferior =.=

O, Lord, please expose me more.... I'm too weak, I need you... 

Simple yet Significant

The sister sent me the refreshment given by (a) saint(s).


It is simple but it means a lot to me... Feel so warm and cared especially during this exam period. :)

"The Last Dinner" with Bro

Dined in Secret Recipe last night as bro would be going back the next day (today).

Nothing much to crap, but just feel like sharing about the food and introducing my bro :)

At Jaya One

Chocolate Indulgence *delicious*

Black pepper chicken with herbal rice

Chicken Cordon Bleau,

but it's a must try, seeing the cheese flowing
out slowly when you cut it *indulgent*

My bro....

All the pictures were taken by bro with his phone k800i camera, without proper marco focus.

Exam Fool?

Am I the exam fool? I just realize we only need to study notes and tutorial well in order to pass score well. *wry smile*

Being down-to-earth is the most stupid attitude that I should never adopt....

Time Back to My 16, 17?

Brother is here visiting me. He came here for this morning interview for architecture enrollment. Hopefully he will get what he wants.

Hmm... I was having a night shift just now with brother. When I woke up, he then said he wanted to use computer. I then asked him to wake me up two hours later.

His presence makes me nostalgic. (=.= Is this a good thing?) I'm recalling the bits and bytes of my fourth and fifth form life. We used to be like this, having night shift to study, even more when the exam is around the corner. My mom even said, we don't have to be afraid of theft, as there was always someone awake, in a very sarcastic way of course. She doesn't like us to stay awake whole night due to health deterioration. (But this kind of advice can never get into the ears of youngsters).

I'm listening to Jay's songs. It urged me to listen to his songs while I'm typing this out. I liked Jay a lot during the two years, whereby friends around me liked him a lot also. We used to share about his gossip. @@

Hmm... With the silent night, with books in front of me, brother reading his own things, once in a while teasing each other, everything seems to be so familiar, so warm.

It makes me realize the bond of family is never too weak to remember :)

Thanks brother, your stay doesn't bring me any disturbance though I'm in exam weeks now. I enjoy your presence. (Obviously, he doesn't know I'm typing this, he will vomit if he knows it.) I think he will vomit soon, as he reads this. *sweat*

He praised for my spaghetti too

:)

P/S: Cannot imagine I spent the bloody 6 minutes to watch these two clips, here and here.

21st Birthday

Had a rather surprising yet warming birthday. I really don't fancy celebrating birthday (I mean my birthday) and I mean what I say. I kinda "warned" my friends not to buy me anything. *sweat* But, they still gave me a warm birthday celebration. This post is especially dedicated as the profound appreciation of mine towards them. 

Chocolate cheese cake

Chocolate cake, only took the picture 

after eating part fo it. @@

Skin care essence,

my friend said it is to restore my confidence.

I was very touched, as they know what I like to eat for cake (CHOCOLATE, what else? =.=), and even bought me this bottle of skin care essence. I tried many products before, but my skin is not those smooth and soft type (gene problem) and due to my blood also; so to no avail. Hopefully, this works. :)

Pasta with Tuna

A recipe recommended by my bosom friend, 

but, apparently, I don't fancy it. I still prefer tuna with bread (tradtional taste). 

Ramly Burger?

Skipping class to study Life Contingencies at home and made these "Ramly burgers" for lunch.... 

Indulgent? 

Even more indulgent?