Thursday, May 29, 2008

Shut Up and Study!!!

Got my ever worst result (GPA 3.26) in my life (up to this point)!!! It's impossible for me to graduate with 3.90 and above anymore. It's really true that we cannot commit even a single mistake to accomplish our goal.

Time to shut up and study now!!! Sorry papa and mama.....

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Cliche 6

We always heard of "irrationality blinds us", but have we ever mulled over this, "extreme rationality blinds us without our realization"?

A Hard Lesson

Year One of my degree studies was over on the past Monday. I loused up this sem, terribly. I dare not imagine nor expect anything for this sem. All I hope is to maintain scholarship and strive for a better result next sem, or shall I say I should at the least work hard to get 3.94 and above (i got 3.94 in Sem One), just to assuage my great guilt. I never got lower than 3.94 since Foundation Studies, but this time I broke my life record, ashamedly. I felt very bad to even come back to hometown to face my parents, so you know how bad I loused up my second sem.

"Failing to plan is planning to fail. Failing to fulfill the plan is fulfilling failure with plan". I agree with my friend utterly!

My greatest mistake which I don't afford to commit this sem is I didn't manage my time well. I devoted all my time for my actuarial exam. For me, I feel that actuarial exam is much more beneficial in my future (up to now, I still feel it that way). At the same time, I thought UTAR exam is fairly easy for me, so as long as I can maintain the scholarship, it will be good enough. But to my nightmare, I overestimate myself, I did bad in my coursework, and to make things worse, I flunk my finals. Undoubtedly, this really made me learn the lesson hard.

What I'm worrying now is I fail the coming actuarial exam which I had spent so much time on. Since I had made a thorough analysis on my failure this whole sem, from now on, I will make adjustments to my mistakes accordingly and to utilize this 3 weeks to the maximum for my actuarial exam. Sound so positive huh? =.=|| But I really hope I could keep this positive spirit positively until June 3 (redundancy intended)

Disclaimer: I write this entry is not to show off anything about my past glory nor anything about how well I anticipate for my near future. All I wish is through this entry I will be able to reflect how vital time management is to my friends who are struggling very hard in studies.

Remember this: We should aim high; though we cannot reach what we aim, we will still not lose much. Or to make things more familiar to engineering friends (many of my friends are in engineering school), we should embed the principle of "projectile motion" in our life.

So happy holidays to those who are luxuriating in the perfect sem break. I will not blog in this 2 weeks, if nothing interesting happens. Anyway, keep your blog active, I will still visit your blog from time to time. Ciao

Saturday, May 3, 2008

First Time Paying Heed to Tag @@

Well, this is the first time I actually pay heed to something called "tag"... I like to read, but I never answer, this is the first, perhaps I'm in a very perfect mood now?

Currently: Still in exam period
Playing: Leona Lewis' Bleeding Love... I love this song very much... "keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love, I keep bleeding..."
Pending: Preparation for an attempt in SOA exam
What's NEW: At this point of time, no... In the near future, ermm, an electronic keyboard?

Real Name: You know it
Nickname: Whatever you like to call, I'm fine with it
Married: Yea, hubby is my tonnes of books, in another word, knowledge
Male/Female: You know better than me
High school: Tunku Abdul Rahman High School
College: Never attend.... But currently pursuing my dream in University of Tunku Abdul Rahman
Do You Have A Crush On Someone?: 'A' (singular) is not suitable... I have too many
Current status: Status in what sense? Marriage status, I've already answered above
Do You Like Yourself: At times =.=

Surgery: Tooth, consider?
Person You See In The Morning: My housemates
Award: God and my parents gave me a precious life
Sport You Join: I'm hyperactive for everything
Vacation: From my mum's womb to this wonderful world?
Concert: Maksim's promo tour in Genting... I'll never forget that!
I'm About To: Accomplish as many things as possible in the shortest time

Your future..
Want Kids: Those who really know me will know this answer... I don't mind to reveal here either, NO.. Sorry... I cherish freedom!
Want To Get Married: Boyfriend or a lifetime partner is enough... Wedding is just a ceremony...
Careers In Mind: Ain't that obvious? Whatever course I'm pursuing now indicates what I want in future....
Lips Or Eyes?: If no accident, my lips and eyes will still be the same
Hugs Or Kisses?: Hugs and kisses are just a greeting manner... Unless you're asking me some sensual and passionate ones....
Shorter Or Taller?: I believe I have passed puberty period...
Romantic Or Spontaneous?: Hey what does this 'future' section actually want? Is my future romantic and spontaneous? Why this question sounds so incoherent one? Anyway, I like to be spontaneous
Sensitive Or Loud?: I really don't get what this question wants....
Troublemaker Or Hesitant?: Again I don't know what this requires me to answer...

Have you ever..
Kissed A Stranger?: I'm not too sure about this...
Drank Bubbles: Any pun used here? What kind of bubbles? I don't get this
Lost Glasses / Contacts: Lost but found
Ran Away From Home: I always want to attach my butt at home
Liked Someone Younger: well, I like whoever who is adorable including those younger than me of course
Broke someone's heart: Very sorry to those I've hurt.... Really sorry
Been arrested: By legislative personnel? So far.. No yet...
Cried when someone died: Depends who passed away lar @@

Do you believe in..
Yourself: Sometimes
Miracles: Definitely.... We have too little knowing of this world, we never what will burst out the next moment
Magic: I like to watch the shows only, but all are fake...
Angels: Whoever is my sincere guardian will be my angel... I consider myself to be fortunate enough, I've met a few....

Answer truthfully..
Is There Someone You Want To Be With Right Now?: No doubt, yes!

Tag 5 ppl...
Whoever pays heed to this whole piece of messy crap...