Predicament

Can I help if I, myself, am helpless? 

This is truely when the spirit is willing, the flesh is weak. 

Mouse

Woohooo... Finally get myself a mouse after my old mouse "committed suicide" from time to time.. He is still okay but not so agile anymore.. I like this mouse... He can move on glassy and smooth surface... But he has no light, this is the thing I'm puzzled.. Don't know what he uses to detect movement. 

One thing funny is when I told my mom I wanna get a mouse in dialect... My sister also said she wanna get one.. She thought I wanna get a hamster...

Okay... I know I'm lame... Forgive me :)

Comes to a Pause

Everything comes to a pause right now... Finished UTAR exams and also the external exam...

Entered the room with confidence, came out half-deadly... Quite a number claimed that it was tough... Just hope for a borderline pass... God... bless me please....

Went to Sunway after the exam to take CDs from cousin... But I was too careless and had a big fall right in front the main entrance of Sunway Pyramid.... @@

Bought a swimsuit to plan to wind myself down at Sunway Langoon... That time it was already 4pm... Didn't expect the theme park closes at 6pm... Decided to come next time..

It was certainly not my day!!!

Just randomly texted Shane to see if he was free to meet up... Coincidentally, he was at Sunway Pyramid too... Had a bloody 2.5 hours chit-chat with Shane and his friends.... Nice to know more friends.. They are nice....

Now hoping desperately to pass the external exam... and plannning what books to bring back to study during the semester break.... It's time to upgrade myself!!!

It's time to have a great turn to the Lord too... Oh Lord... I only have morning revival, but nothing else.... Time to pursue earnestly...

Oh... Lord... Be my way...

Sojourner?

@@ Cannot imagine I'm once again moving.. This is the third time after SS2, and Section 17 one...

Here I come, University Tower!!! 

Overcome the Loss of the First Love?

Is this good or bad? 

I read this week morning revival messages one shot just now before the meeting. @@

I was very exposed when I came to Day 4 message where it talked about the overcoming of the loss of the first love. 

I was really struggling especially when I read the related two verses:

John 14:23 Jesus answered and said to him, If anyone loves Me,

he will keep my Word, and My Father will love him, 

and We will come to him and make an abode with him.

Revelation 2:4 But I have one thing against you,

that you have left your first love.  

I took exam as an excuse of not reading the Word of God. But the messages this week really really exposed me, where I'm enlightened that we need to be washed through the water in the word. All our spots (something out of the natural life) and wrinkles (signs of oldness) need to be washed away metabolically by the living water. The more we come to the Word, the more we are nourished. Hmm... No wonder I felt so dry... 

And just now, before the meeting, I just wrote a new record on the game I've been "practising" on for the past few days. It was a game I played few years ago, but couldn't have any breakthrough, but today I made it @@ I was really excited and felt a sense of archievment, *shame on me* I really need to repent and turn to the Lord. Lord, please save me. The only thing that Lord against us is that we have left our first love. The Lord loves us unceasingly, but we always forget him and replace him with other passions. Another verse that also enlightened me a lot, is Roman 8:37, But in all things we more than conquer through Him who loved us. We will conquer everything, even tribulation through the Lord, but often, I just like to depend on myself. I don't like to be weak, it makes me so inferior =.=

O, Lord, please expose me more.... I'm too weak, I need you...