Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Somehow...

Somehow I find myself now in utopia. Though getting tips for tomorrow exam, I’m still lazy to work on it. I keep telling myself it’s a language related paper, why must I prepare, it just tests on our writing skills. “English is the easiest subject to prepare yet the most dangerous subject to take”, quoted from Hung Yin. It’s pretty true; I got 3.95 in the last two semesters because of the stupid papers (English Language and Public Speaking). And I don’t think I can get past the hurdle this sem as well. If I really get A- for this paper, somehow I can’t get 3.95 anymore because there are only three subjects in this sem. Sometimes, I really doubt what I learned in the lectures can be applied in exam. If I show you those notes and the exam paper, I’m pretty sure you will pity me. Both are almost unrelated. And yet the standard they set is so high to reach (at least for me, not sure about others), this makes me don’t have the momentum to look for info nor glance through all the notes and tutorial questions for once. For your info, I asked my class rep not to photocopy the notes for me, as I know I won’t look at it. Hehe.

Somehow I find myself infected with "blogging pandemic", instead of spending time to read more essay samples, I’m here doing my best endeavors to add a new post.

Somehow I find that the reality to sit for exam is not far from now.

Somehow I find that my overzealous endeavors in blogging may lead me to a catastrophe tomorrow.

Somehow I find that guilt is gushing out of my heart.

Somehow I find there is a war zone in my body, a fight between overzealous endeavors in blogging and guilt of not studying.

Somehow I find that…..

9 comments:

~kLcK~ said...

I'm feeling quilty too ... T.T should i go study now? XD

nostalgia.jesskang said...

No comment... U are asking a silly question from someone somewhere in the utopia...

~kLcK~ said...

NO, i can see that you're still here replying my comment lol ... unless you can blog from there =.="

nostalgia.jesskang said...

For your information, "Nostalgic Memories" is my utopia now.
:P

ż£ż™ said...

The moment I saw your post with the 'utopia' inside I thought it was my favorite online game =.="" Man I'm really tired... And got addicted with that game Zzz... Hey you guys are not the only I'm not studying either, both of you are the Core 2 Duo 3.95 GHz what for you worry man...

nostalgia.jesskang said...

Kelvin told me that as well. haha.. I didn't know it's a game...
Core 2 Duo 3.95 is only for smart people like Kelvin and you.. not me

ż£ż™ said...

SOMEHOW I found my Core 2 Duo to be imitation from China (though most of the parts of the originals are assembled in China because of its cheap cost, mine was unofficial release =.=""). It's too late when I discovered the truth, it was when I first took my exam in Kindergarten I got mistakenly spelled mystery for misery =.=" Right after that my dad brought me to clinic and the Doctor told me the truth, the clock speed of my processor is just 444 MHz, merely enough to crap in blogs but not in exam, if somehow I try to over clock it to 3.95 GHz it would burst follow up by unexpected and unwanted events, such as mental disorder and 'crappier' than crappy and... (over clocked)

nostalgia.jesskang said...

Haha.. Pirated versions are abundant in market... Doubting my processor is original too...

~kLcK~ said...

I think a crapper khai yuen wouldnt make much harm also ... nvm turn it to 3.95 so that u can crap more in yr blog XDXD