Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2009
In the view of an economist, yes, it is a good sight consumers still spend money during recession to boost the economic growth (money multiplier thingy); but for me, I would rather spend the quiet night quietly reading my favourite book with the aroma of hot chocolate lingering my room. No pun intended.
Anyhow I still set myself what to establish, what to improve, what to try in Year 2009.
Happy New Year everyone. We still have to embrace the new year happily no matter how sorrowful the economy is, no matter how sorrowful 2008 is :)
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
A Wrap-up of 2008
There is only one thing to illustrate my year 2008 - a roller-coaster-ride.
I started the year with a void of confidence. I failed my exam P (first external exam), and I told myself I could accept it as it was due to my fault of great laziness and a lack of discipline. But somehow for a person who passed exams with flying colors and were always praised and was the hope of the family, seriously I think I was cheating myself that I could accept the failure. Then the desperateness slowly surged to the surface. I tried to strive an excellence in UTAR exams and external exam. When one is not of sobermindedness, I can almost assure to say that the result or work done is a mess! And yea, true enough, I flunk my May exam in both internal and external.
Luckily, I managed to slap myself to wake up from the self-giving-up life. And I finally passed the first external exam in July. I was not on cloud nine as I think somehow it is my responsibilty to get it. Then I did quite well in September internal exam too.
In November, once again, I gave myself no room to breath. In the short sem, I attempted two external exams. The results will be released next week. *cross fingers* God, bless me please. I feel good with one of the two, and another one, I really ought to pass it to the God. Internal exam result will be out pretty soon. I cannot expect much, but to hope for the best out of the worst.
I always believe we cannot have or sustain the best, the most precious ones all the time. But at times, having the best out of the worst gives us the greatest joy.
Well, enough of exam. Life is pathetic if we only regard exam as the ultimate or the whole!
Human are always like that. When they are striving to the fullest length, they will start to feel the emptiness from within. A feeling which is so shallow and so uneasy. And to an extent, they will feel life is of no meaning. Students, particularly, when they are studying with no clear goal seen, they will start to question-why do I work so hard? I once asked myself and my friends this- "When I was in primary school, I was told to work hard to get into a good secondary school. After that, I was told to work hard for SPM, as it determined our destiny. Good result would enable me to choose a promising course in university or entitle me to enroll into a promising university. Then in university, I was told to work hard in order to get a good job." I continue to ask myself when will this seemingly endless circle end? When I left campus and get a good job, I will surely be told to work harder to earn money to have a better living. Then when I have a stable financial income, I will be told to work even harder to upgrade my life to have another higher status in social. Is this life? Is this what we want? At the time of climbing up the social ladder, I'm sure the price we pay is not little. We may sacrifice our health, we may sacrifice our friendship, we may sacrifice our prime time with family, worst still, when we are blinded, we may even sacrifice our family and our life partner. This is definitely a vicious development. And praise the Lord! Finally I was shined, and am still being shined, and I have faith I will be shined too. Slowly, I know how life should be. Praise the Lord once again! This is the greatest thing in this year I think. It simply surpasses getting great result, obtaining highest grade in external exam or even winning a lottery.
Besides, the happenings this year enhance the bond between me and my family even more. They give me selfless care and support until I cried; until I felt I was not good enough, I was not a filial daughter. I feel blessed for being born into this family! I love you all always, papa, mama, bro, sis, and baby! Forgive me for my bad.
I'm delightful as the harshness this year molds me into a different person, and I think, a better person. I realize my ego, my indifference towards others' feelings, my self-centredness, my bad temper and many more. And I deeply know, to transform, my old being needs to be broken. Just like a defective porcelain vase, it has to be broken, to be melted, in order to be molded into another good shape.
Lastly, I'm pleased as I get to know many new acquaintances. They make me know how I should change the way in dealing with people and things. And most importantly, some mature ones influence me in a mature way.
Overall, year 2008 is still a wonderful one. And I'm still longing for the journey ahead!
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friends Paying Me a Visit: Day 2
Well, as for Day 2, after the breakfast prepared by mum, we headed to Penang Island.
Crab beehoon cooked by mum and
"chai kuih" bought from market
This is not fake.
Even my hubby also went there before
This was one of the eyes of the dragon
according to the legend.
Don't-know-what-it-is-called
We made our way to Penang Hill after the meal. Half way, Hon Tong's car could not move at the traffic lights. *Sweat* Then Alvin quickly went to the petrol station nearby to get a bottle of clutch oil for him. I thought Hon Tong forgot to pump in petrol as he didn't refill any since the day before.
We waited one hour at the foot of the hill as it was crowded with visitors. Besides, it was the first day it was reopened after two months of maintenance work.
We saw a Caucasian couple while waiting for the train. I'm known for someone who likes to flirt, so I never miss a chance to take pictures or talk to any beauties or handsome ones. :)
Alvin approached them to ask for a picture instead, after being "pushed" by me.
Lovely couple, isn't it?
Penang never loses her beauty of being the Pearl of Oriental.
The sisters.
We then had our dinner at Gurney Drive.
Fried flower crabs bought by Alvin
specially for the few of us. *Thanks Alvin*
Fried oyster. It was above average.
Pandan Apong. Not bad, quite nice.
Curry Noodle. Average also.
He is Robert.
A silver "statue" which attracted quite many bystanders.
Saw him near Gurney Drive hawker stalls.
g-hotel beside Gurney Plaza
*drool*
And hence Day 2 ended...
Friends Paying Me a Visit: Day 1
I will split the visitation into three parts to make me easier to organize my idea.
I didn’t find it very impressive. Not only that, it was dear too, cost RM5.50 for each normal portion. Practically I think we cannot find any normal food as expensive as this in the small town, Bidor.
We then continued our journey North and finally reached my home at 11am. We can never question Hon Tong’s driving speed and skill. Imagine that, we stopped for breakfast, filling in tyre air, and pumping petrol and peeing (a rude word I know) too. My mum had got ready with the lunch which was steamboat. We like to use this to serve guests or visitors (our culture perhaps). However, we couldn’t eat much as we were still quite full with the noodle just now.
After lunch, without resting or taking shower, we went shopping at Megamall in Prai. Then we made our way to sauna. We really ought to burn some calories as we knew we would eat a lot in the few coming days. Sauna was always fun for me, as I could save up the time of jogging hours to get the fat burnt in sauna for half an hour! However we did worry about Hon Tong as he is too thin for that. We were worried he would come out vaporized!
After the rejuvenating or tiring (see how your body responded) sauna, we went home to have dinner. Then my dad borrowed a boat from his friend to bring us to see fireflies at the nearby riverbank. We were screaming like hell as the river was pitched dark! And though my dad was sailing very slow, I still shouted to ask my dad to slow down even more! What a shame! My dad was once a fisherman but his daughter has hydrophobia =.= At times, the shadow of trees on the river rendered great illusions. With the trees swaying and with the water moving, it was like big wave pounding on us or the water level was getting higher. I was seriously scared, but after I saw the logic behind then only I was relieved.
We quite enjoyed the view, I mean the fireflies. The trees were like Christmas trees decorated with yellow shining light. My dad did catch some for us to see (damaging the environment). Later Alan and Hon Tong also got excited and rose up to catch some too.
We reached home at around 11pm with a worn out body as we didn’t rest since 6am. All of us went to sleep right after the shower.
And hence Day 1 ended…